War and Suicide

I was recently put in the path of a family plagued with both. This story can't be told in a blog. By the common laws of man I should have never gotten close enough to care. A young girl I crossed paths with that stole my heart as if she was my own daughter. Her path so close to my own a decade on front of me I see great dispair . She holds a strong title in my life I am helpless to reach out and at least try to save her. It was her suicide that put me in the path of her fathers angel whisper. He too commuted suicide hanging himself over her pool table! Two years later she follows his footsteps hanging over her pool table! He was a vietnam vet and only one of millions who never got over that war. This family continues to inspire me as I witness her children grow without her I know I don't want to die this way I don't want to leave my family with unanswered questions. I chose life.