September 2011 i hit a bottom Ive never felt before Ive been there just never really felt the despair before not like this. Suicide awareness! Thoughts of suicide have always been a constant part of my life my wolf cries silent for fear of bothering others as my mother did to me .Her wolf cries were loud for help she doesn't really want.In these moments I truly wanted to die I even found myself planning to put my family in a place where they could mourn me properly! In a state of mind that words cant describe this song saved my life! My God is real and he will not forsake me he will not abandon my good cause. I must be still just a moment longer to ensure righteous justice. My wicked end will be avenged sevenfold again revealed through a song and a rainbow.this wicked end didn't just happen Ive known for quite sometime that this event wont have a good ending as i wait patiently first police report September 24 2002?I am a survivor of the yellow ribbon I have no right to take a life which includes my own...its not my life I want to end its the corruption that makes me feel that way this needs a conclusion.
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